My passion

One of my passions is knowing what my life is going to be like in the future. I really want to make sure it is perfect. I want to graduate high school on time, graduate college, be successful, get married and have a family. Now that I am at the start of the things that I want to accomplish I have to make sure  I do well now. If I succeed in school now then it will open up plenty doors for me in the future. I always wonder what it would be like to have a son or daughter of my own later in life because I am too young now to have any. I wonder who I will be married to as well. I hope he has a lot of money because I need to be able to be successful and my husband too. I also wonder what career I will have because I heard that in college you change your major 3 or more times until you find one that actually suits you. I am tired of changing my mind about what I want to do because it makes me feel as if I wasted my time looking into that field. I know it is going to be even more annoying in college because I am taking a course that I thought I liked. I know life gets frustrating often but overall I just want to be happy and enjoy my life, my career, and my family.

School -___-

Now that I am in the middle of my senior year I am beginning to like all of my classes. It is not as hard as it was in the beginning of the school year. I think that I just needed to adjust to the amount of work that I would get. I do not feel that any class challenges me anymore. Forensics is easy I don't really learn in that class I'm not sure why. Ms. Young's class is okay we are learning how cite text. She said that it will help us in college. Government is okay I have to finish my essay that is due tomorrow. I don't know why I always procrastinate but my work always gets done so it doesn't matter. I wonder how economics is going to be next semester.  Ms. Mingo class is easy I don't do much in there . I have accepted that my classes are  preparing me for college, which I know I am no where close to ready for.  From the stories I hear college is all about independence and there is no one there to make sure your work is done. I'm not ready to be on my own yet I wish in college I could still have my parents and my teachers helping me to get my work done. I want it to be just how high school is.